On page 182 of The Absolutely True Diary Of A Part-Time Indian, Sherman Alexie uses a cartoon to express how Junior has to switch identities between Reardan and the rez. On the rez, he feels beaten down, rejected and demonized by his friends and family for transferring schools; this is depicted by showing himself as a “devil”. He blames himself for all the tragedy that has occurred, reasoning that his sister’s death would not have happened if he had not inspired her to leave, and therefore views himself negatively when the people on the rez make him feel guilty about his choice. On the other hand, in the Reardan section he creates the image of himself as an “angel”, representing how he feels appreciated and needed in the Reardan community. This is supported by the quote he uses on page 180, when he is puzzling out why he performs so much better in Reardan than he did on the rez (for basketball). He finally arrives at the conclusion, “I mean, I’d always been the lowest Indian on the reservation totem pole- I wasn’t expected to be good so I wasn’t. But in Reardan, my coach and the other players wanted me to be good. They needed me to be good. So I became good” (180). The cartoon continues with the undercurrent theme of identity and hope that has been running through the entire novel; he is weighing the pros and cons of living in Reardan versus living on the rez, a continuous dilemma he has struggled with since the beginning. Junior feels he has to choose sides, that he cannot experience the best of both worlds at the same time.
Although at first glance the cartoon seems to show how the “Reardan” Junior and the “rez” Junior are complete opposites, one a devil and one an angel, more subtle details of the drawing indicate otherwise.
A key element of the cartoon that could be easily overlooked is how in BOTH Reardan and the rez, Junior is having the same thoughts; “Who am I?” In both situations, Junior feels like something is missing, that he is not completely himself. In the rez, he is withheld from reaching his full ability and is not accepted by the people around him. As Mr. P put it in the beginning of the novel, “‘The only thing you kids are being taught is how to give up’” (42). In Reardan, he gives up his background; he is missing those previous 14 years of living on the rez, which plays a huge role in Junior’s identity. All of the cultural values of the rez, whether about sticking together as a family or how you are supposed to act, disappear when he enters Reardan.
If Junior drew a picture of himself playing basketball at the end of the novel, what do you think it would look like? Would he be in Reardan or in the rez or both? Would he be an angel or a devil? What would he look like? Why? Explain.
How do you think Junior’s step in transferring to Reardan will affect the relationship between Reardan and the rez? Will it change how Indians think about whites and how whites think about Indians?